Last week I turned 34.
It didn’t hit me hard, which is good, because I wasn’t anticipating it would. It was just another day, well almost, the only difference was this day revolved around me. 😉
I woke up early. No excuses today. I had a point to prove; I had to 34 who’s boss. I vetoed sleeping late and breakfast in bed and ran 5 miles. While running, I think and pray but mostly try not to fall because I’m too busy singing and dancing to my “Spice Girls” station on Pandora. I don’t care what my husband says its the best station ever! It plays everything from NKOTB to Destiny’s Child to Justin Timberlake to Paula Abdul…pure greatness!
My husband bought me running shoes for my birthday. It’s like pulling teeth to get me to buy a new pair. I will run them into the ground till my toes are about to fall off before I get new ones. I found a beautiful, full priced, pink pair but decided to look at the clearance wall because that’s what I do. I found the same shoe for $20 less but it was blue. I hate paying full price for anything but I really wanted the pink pair. My husband knew there was an internal conflict commencing in my brain and he MADE me get the pink ones…I’m glad he did because they are amazing. I ran 5 miles the next day as well and decided to cash in my free birthday drink from Starbucks. Thanks to social media, I snapped a picture and shared it with the whole world. lol
34 has been good to me. I have 2 daughters and a wonderful husband who works hard so I can stay home with them. 13 years ago when I was off earning my Bachelor’s Degree I never expected to be a stay home mom. Some days are hard and I think I’m crazy for wanting another baby. Some days are a cake walk and I think I can handle 5 more. It’s funny how life turns out. Just when we think we’ve got it figured out something gives.
Noting in this life is sure, there are no guarantees. The only constant we have is God’s love. No matter what gets thrown at us, what takes our breath away, or what drops us to our knees, we can rest in the fact that we are not alone. God is with us. He fights our battles for us when we are too weak. He loves us. He sees us and will never leave us.
Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid and do not panic before them. For the Lord your God will personally go ahead of you. He will never fail you or abandon you. Deut 31:6.
Thanks for allowing me to share my world with you…welcome to my brain.